The red monster

It is funny to see how the actions of the outside world can trigger a ripple effect reaction in our psych. Just the other day I received a call and the individual calling got under my skin. Since I was observing myself at that moment I had this visual of myself. It was a red, giant head ready to attack on the prey. Just at that moment I realized that it had nothing to do with what the caller said. It was me, the ill tempered twin in me that could not handle the lesson. It is hard to divide ones attention for the mind can be so tricky. I feel defeated at times, because out of the hours that I am at the school of life I catch myself once or twice if that.